in less than 2 weeks time i gonna be a fukin botak monk
i rather g to sch la
can c my EC everyday
always bumping into her around the sch
even when we were out eating at the kopitiam outaide of sch
in the hall w8ting to get into hall for As
taking a glance at her when i was tired of mugging in the library
but when i came face to face wif her i jus dun hav the courage to look at her directly
i wud jus place my head down n pretend i din c her
AWWWW kinda hate myself for doing tad
it has been like this since i was young always shy when i meet some1 i like
hope after NS i wud become a braver soldier
things became even more awkward after those guys spice the matters up by telling uncle jackson
lol damn freaking awkward whenever i c her
zzz miss her sia so long nv c her le like 2 months?
lol my blog add was changed according to hers?
sian i rather go to sch
at least can c gals but inside
awwww facing guys 24/7 not handsome de somemore
all botaks
sian wanna become bi also difficult
think no mp3 allowed inside
damn i gonna suffer like fuk
gals are the outline of my drawing
while music is the colour
i gonna become a blank piece of paper when i get into tad tekong island
gonna miss every part of my life now
skype wif friends every night for like 4 hours
dotaing n raping ly on the other team
singing love story on skype
watching ly lose 1v1 against members of the sM clan!!!!
board gaming wif those guys n singing along wif 98.7 while mahjonging
awwww cant stand tad
but life gotta move on
tian xia wu bu shan zi yan xi

he took advatage of winnie during clubbing n when winnie turned to look at him
he SMILED at her!!!!!!!!!!!!
ti ko pek!!!!

went clubbing for the 1st time
cabbed to zouk at 10
damn many chio bus la
th n cky down a graveyard
tastes like smelly beer
went to dance
1st round was quite ok quite few ppl still can move here move there
surrounded the 2 gals to keep them out from other guys
there was this botak china hu kept looking at winnie n tried to get close to her but we kept him out
after tad took a drink
hmmm long island tot no kik de
down it in like 30 secs?
looked up the ceiling
wah seh got feel liao
"chelza" said she cmi le after the drink
but back into the dance floor
we were BACK!!!
not feeling drunk after shaking some booties
2nd round was much crowded damn song manage to grab some butts
bodies agaionst bodies
feels like a mass orgy wif clothes on
regardless of gender
jus fuk around
damn song behind got gals kip assing me
then i put my hands on my butt to get a feel of theirs
hee hee sounds damn horrible
oh ya "chelza" damn brave
i really pei fu her
went around wifout her heels during the 3rd round which was OMG!!!!
din even have space to move ur body u get wad i mean
n her foot din get stepped on?!!! not pain sia
got damn freaking high la super song
clubbing is damn fucking fun but my ears hurt after tad
din manage to catch more of the nice songs cos th n cky cmi after their graveyard
zzzz addictive and the aftermath is damn gre8
i jus cant shaking when the music starts even when im typing im shaking
even in the bath
mus club more
grope more ass
the next time i promise
c me in action!!!
anyway out to the gals
beta dun club its not a place for gals unless u have a trusted gang of guy friends wif u
around 2 am the ratio in dance floor was like 7 guys to 3 gals
lol all the horny bastards sia
damn it im itchying for more CLUBBING!!!

monday MJ plan filed
all reched my house to realise tad my MJ set was missing
awww bro lend it to friend
hand damn itchy
stayed at my place watching mens stuff for a while
watched twilight sneak
tot it was action + violence
end up emoing s it was a romance 1
the male lead was damn handsome la
eyes damn gorgeous
looking at him for the hole of the movie
went to ckys place for MJ the next day
his parents went overseas
lol damn song sia hole house to himself sooooo much freedom
can DO ANYTHING ANYTIME
LOL!!!

guess i have recovered BUT NOT FULLY!!!!
leave it n guess i will be alright
nv took so long to recover
guess im old
life is still the same movie shopping n.....
not much to do
mahjong tml hope it turns out well n wun rain or zl will ps us again

some1 pls motivate me to start moving im getting FAT!!!
NS men to be in less than a month

i freaking wanna sing
i wanna drink tons of beer!!!!

argh holis r getting boring
miss mugging times
gymed on monday n took 5 days to recover damn lazy to get going again
I NEED MOTIVATION!!!!
some1 pls motivate me to work out
my tummy is showing
NS men to be in 1 more month
shopped around the same old places
nid to get my CNY clothes b4 going into ns
my plain ZARA long sleeve T is outta stock
damn limited choices for a botak to wear during CNY should i get a cap?
wore contacts for the 1st time
so damn diff to wear n remove
went 4 209 chalet
it was DAMN INTERESTING
met the SR gang
oh ya the unit we were staying at was exactly the 1 we stayed the previous 4i chalet
tad stay was so much enjoyable
seriously miss 4i peeps
we were practically stoning most of the time in chalet
the 1st night was ok wif ka pok around
the 2nd night was seriously boring
ah nth to tok about jus like tad lor
dun feel like riting anymore
no mood
damn emoed
zzzzzzzzzz
holis r damn boring n wad m i going to wif the 1 month
life is so meaningless
life sux
emo~~~~~~~~~~