came back from field camp 2 weeks ago
5 days 6 night of torture no bath camo on face 24/7
the feeling was seriously sick
i will hav to go tru all this more than jus once if im to go to command school
i really wonder if its worth it
y dun i jus become a man n get a 8-5 job in SAF
serve n fuck off
but nevertheless i still chose command school whenever theres this expressing interest thingy
mayb peer pressure?
90 percent chose to go command sch
im not really interested in tad kinda life!!!
but im doing the opp!!! quite mad at myself tou!!!!
din blog last week cos it was a really bad week for me
compassionate leave rite after field camp
n i have got guard duty next week
wtf sure damn fucking boring 1
results coming out on fri
i already noe the outcom
my results gonna suck big time
im already preparing the book "failing forward" to read during guard duty even b4 i get the results
hai.....
anyway POP soon le
trying not to think too much